Even though all that I can think of and feel truly excited about is dedicating myself to my work and career, I couldn’t refuse the opportunity to go away for a little.
Im in Barcelona visiting my brother. (And managing to work from here.)
I had one client two days ago and today have another one for an astrology reading.
The feeling of freedom is incredible when you work for yourself!
I also feel that the time is ripe for me as I witness many different opportunities opening up.
Transiting Jupiter is making its last conjunction to my natal Moon and at the same time my progressed Moon in Capricorn is approaching a conjunction to my natal Jupiter.
A double whammy that propelled me to take the opportunity and travel.
Buddhafield was also incredible. Once more (like in the previous year) I had a very powerful experience of healing and profound exchanges with people. (I also managed to do some work there!)
Different than last year though, Pluto’s square to my natal Moon wasn’t exact anymore (the transit is beginning to move away now, even if slowly..) and I could feel the difference internally (also externally with all the changes that have occurred in my life).
More solidity and sturdiness, less destruction and feeling the void within.
The void has actually somehow become the gravity centre that allows me to be present..
I’m laying down on the floor of a tiny little room beside the toilet at my friend’s house. The boiler is in this place and keeps making quite a bit of noise every now and then.
There is a broken chair and some of my stuff spread around.
A bag filled with books, a backpack and a big box containing a random selection of my belongings that I’ve picked up yesterday at my brother’s house.
The last time I saw these box was when I moved out back in March 2015. It feels like having a little treasure really. I had forgotten a lot of those things and it was a joy yesterday to have them in my hands again.
Never mind that though, I’m not so much into the material side of things. Things are just things. They’re replaceable.
What I want to state here is my feeling of appreciation for this piece of floor in this tiny room (while Pluto goes direct!). The old me would not be able to even conceive myself being relax and feeling secure in a situation like this one right now.
And right now I just feel so grateful for being able to sleep alone again…
Lately I’ve been craving my own company so much that I would rejoice in the toilet for having the feeling of aloneness between 4 walls..
(And speaking about that, someone just used the toilet as I was writing this post and the smell is pretty bad here now..)