It has been challenging to concentrate in the last couple of months and again I find myself struggling to keep up with my writing.
The full super blue blood moon eclipse on the 31 of January at 11 degrees Leo/Aquarius (bang on my MC/IC) has been truly intense.
It culminated with me finding out that I got the job at the Forest of Dean and everything in my life (regarding home and belonging) changes once more.
I am happy… and although surprisingly busy with astrology work, I just can’t seem to be able to focus a hundred per cent in my career at this moment.
Readings and lectures are going quite well but my process of change and becoming is taking over for now. The whole Pluto-Moon stuff that has been happening within me still going strong.
I would love to be doing and writing more, but there doesn’t seem to be much separation between my process of growth and the services that I can offer people. And at the moment, growth and change takes me over.
I have been reading a lot about greek mythology and psychology though, and have a strong feeling regarding a master course on the subject.
We just had a full moon in Cancer on the 1 of January and will be having another one on the 31.
The first one was mildly intense for me. I had my brother and 2 other old friends from school staying over at my place for a few days. It was really nice to have them around and we did have fun.
But I also caught myself worrying about everyone else’s wellbeing and feeling stressed out most of the time.
It is interesting to see how during a full moon things get really heightened depending on what gets activated in your natal chart. Whatever issue is being transformed in a longer process (reflected by a long term transit) gets very much under the spotlight in some kind of exaggerated form if activated by the full moon.
During the last few days I could really see the people pleaser in me (reflected by my moon in Libra) and how difficult it was to assert myself and my needs.
They went back to London couple of days ago and Im still recovering and indulging myself in my own company, aware that on the 31 of January there will be a full moon eclipse exactly conjunct my MC/IC axis.
Financial struggles and perhaps some inflexibility on my part seem to be pushing me to move again.
(Its funny to see that even though I have lots of mutability in my chart and a natural willingness to adapt, having the ruler of the 6th house conjunct Uranus in the first house reflects a side of myself that is very stubborn and peculiar when it comes to daily job and routine…)
I might be getting a job at a community in the Forest of Dean, still waiting to hear from them.
And here we perhaps come full circle.
With the starting point reflected by Pluto transiting my Moon in early 2015 and me leaving my London life behind in search for a more meaningful way to live.
That does not mean that I won’t be working on my astrological practice anymore.
But I can see big changes heading my way, highlighted by the coming full moon eclipse.