I’ve been gardening a lot in the last few days and having insights.
So much seems to have happened inside me during the month of June. The whole mutable grand cross and Mars retrograde as well reflecting some kind of inner turmoil.
The funny thing that got me thinking is the fact that since Mars stationed and went direct a few people got in touch with me requesting some astrological work.
During the last two months, while Mars was retrograde, I did worry quite a bit about having to make a decision regarding how I’m gonna be making my income. I also had many moments thinking that perhaps I would have to borrow money from someone else for the first time.
This whole thing made me think about my approach to astrology.
If I was writing a forecast to someone else I would have noticed the retrograde Mars more clearly, especially if it was natally the ruler of the 6th house and Ascendant, and speak about the need to rethink actions or strategies.
Why did I forget that myself?!
One thing that somehow disturbs me is how, many times, (we) astrologers try too hard to fit the symbolism into reality.
Is the other way around of what it should be in my view.
The capacity to interpret and understand symbols should enhance our ability to make choices. It should be used to deepen our understanding of life and other people, it should somehow add complexity and not be used to oversimplify and to put people in boxes.
One of the greatest risks with the astrology of disempowerment is using it to justify some kind of behaviour or circumstance without having to take much responsibility for it.
“I’m like this because of my Mars conjunction Pluto” “I can’t do this because I’m too fiery” “I do that because I lack fire” and so on.
Is also a little like going back to the medieval mentality of praying to a “father figure” God that will punish or reward you depending on your behaviour.
Is not being able to be responsible and thoughtful about your actions and life situation.
Blame on the planets. “This is happening because Saturn is on my Ascendant”…
In my view is becoming clearer that the astrological position of the planets are reflecting your inner life.
There is no out there causing you something. We are one and the same. Perhaps we are still the result of an explosion expanding together.
It’s a dance.
I think that by trying to avoid the more passive kind of astrological interpretation I end up sometimes ignoring things like the retrograde Mars on my Ascendant.
I really feel that I need to find a good balance here..